6 Jan 2015 thoughts
Omg I can’t sleep.
Recently insomnia have been hitting on me hard.
I am super exhausted and sleepy, but… not sleeping!!!
Why are all the thoughts running through my head?! Not like that would make them lose any weight!!!
I remember how it was like in school days, how I treasured my sleep and would always, without fail, just drop straight into dream land. Oh no there wasn’t even dreams! I was so tired mostly that I did not have dreams for years! Only until recently did dreams started coming back.
Back then, I was probably as unproductive… the school works aren’t much use.. but at least time were not spent on “running” my thoughts…
I shall get on with studying I guess.. and on what better juicy blogpost to post up next.
Maybe same ideas on what to post? What should I blog about more?..
What about how it was like to have dated one of the 21 Gorgeous Asian Men Guaranteed To Make You Thirsty. #Lol #badthoughts #insomnia
All I can say is that it isn’t as good as it look. Dating still goes down to; if he is the right person. Not about looks. #uglyinside
I am sorry to hear this, insomnia sucks, I know exactly what you’re talking about. For years I have the same problem and am quite unhappy to say I haven’t found any solutions. But I have often have periods of weeks when I spent hours just lying in bed in with whirlpools of thoughts without sleep … and tiredness has nothing to do with it, sometimes I’m so tired I would cry but the sleep won’t come, I think it’s a mental thing … take care and wish you a good night’s sleep soon …
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Hello Pavel,
It sucks. It really do. Especially when all those hours we spent lying on our bed could be put into something more productive. 😦 and wake up so tired… and can’t do a single thing. 😦 The weather here isn’t helping too..
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Yeah exactly, the waste of time actually pisses me off immediately and then the anger fuels the insomnia even more … the other thing is that after couple of days like this I start dreading going to bed … and actually in Seoul it’s the worst for me, in other cities I didn’t have as bad as here …
I personally think the weather doesn’t matter as I’ve experienced insomnia in all kinds of weather and various seasons …
Anyway time to go to bed for me …. will try to read myself to sleep (sometimes I use mild pills (very rarely out of desperation but they usually don’t work)) … hope your insomnia will pass soon 🙂
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Hahaha. Well of cause the weather is just a very small factor. The weather doesnt matter when there isnt insomnia. But when there is….. Omg every little thing matter! Haha. N yes good night! I m trying to sleep too. 🙂
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